MPUA: Observation stage completed

Okay, so i've had the oppourtunity to go out a lot the last few weeks. Thanks to some excellent friends and a lot of persuasion. I've wore my best clothes and observed. I've observed everything from guys fashion to how people order their drinks at the bar. I've took it all in and now am ready to start doing.

It's an exciting time for me and oddly enough, I have no nerves. Most probably because i'm typign this from the comfort of my own home.

So whats next? I'm thinking only one day at a time, one step at a time.

Tomorrows goal. Get to the gym, order some clothes, read up on your chosen subject.

Now raise a glass to a new era.

Apoligies and revision

It's been so long since I have blogged. I've had an excellent few weeks, going out with my friends and learning all about MPUA and the art of it. Iv'e come a long way since reading up on it. I can tell that I am getting better.

But the other night I pushed it too far and got in over my head and I am deeply sorry to those I hurt, I have came across as a bad person and that is not what I am. The people in question shall never read this but I feel that some of the stress is lifted just by admitting to my mistake.

As with all mistakes there are nothing but lessons to be learned. There is nothing wrong with jumping in the deep end, just don't jump in head first.

As Sir Isaac Newton once said. ' If I have seen further it is only by standing on the shoulders of giants. '

Adding strings to my bow

I was going to write I was happy , but change that, I am optimsitic. Very optimsitic.

A wise man once questioned, are we ever really happy? We search for hapiness through a number of different things, we want the latest material possession, we get it..and we have enjoyment. But the level of enjoyment and 'hapiness' is never sustained, we get bored and move on.

And if you reflect upon your life goals and challenges, as I have mine, maybe you will find that the journey and the struggly is what made you happy. The feeling of mortality, of fear of it all going wrong, which made your passion show itself in the face of adversity. The hunger that people could see in your eyes, The fire that you feel in your soul, witness in your passion. That is what happiness feels like. Or more-so, optimism that I have.

I am learning something different this week, which I am excited about. Little skills which add character, and that is what I feel I want more of - character. More strings to my bow.

I have the hunger, and the fire back, well did it ever really go?

Putting theory into practice

Well well well.

So it turns out my anxieties and fears over what seem to be little things to some, and were huge for me, were in fact for nothing.

Communication !

It is so important to communicate.

That is all I will say.

I'm learning, I'm learning so much.