Let go of your heart. Let go of your head. And Feel it now.

...Today.

I read something pretty deep.

I watched something even deeper.

I looked around me and experienced feelings even deeper.

I lived in this world, and I felt so shallow.


Whoaaaa, thats pretty good for 22:30 on a Thursday night.

So here is what I read:


Poor are those who are afraid of running risks.
Because maybe they are never disappointed, never disillusioned, never suffer like those who have a dream to pursue.

But when they look back – for we always look back – they will hear their heart saying: “What did you do with the miracles that God sowed for your days?

What did you do with the talent that your Master entrusted to you?

You buried it deep in a grave because you were afraid to lose it. So this is your inheritance: the certainty that you have wasted your life.”


And so for some wise words I once read:

Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old Time is still a-flying:
And this same flower that smiles today
To-morrow will be dying.


O Me! O Life!
that life exists,
and identity;
that the powerful play goes on;
and you may contribute a verse


What will your verse be?

Reflections: Enlightened on this new day

I realised something last night.

As I was drinking water from a bottle, watching my 'friends' getting trashed and acting like complete morons. Maybe this was because I wasn't drinking. Or maybe this was because iv'e grown out of this.

Nightclubs, drinking, 'chatting' up women, dancing like a prick. Yes i'm guilty of all of these things. From the age of 17 I've been doing these things. Maybe it's because i've put so much emphasis on clubbing, meaning that I will find 'the one' there. But after over 4 years of experience, I've finally come to terms with the fact that I will not meet anyone in these places.

Drink causes a great deal of fun, mixed with a lot of drama and trouble too. Hangovers the next day, regrets. Tired, dehydrated looking pictures of yourself on facebook the next day.

Am I being boring when I say that i'm bored of clubbing? I don't think I am.

However the boring fact is, I don't have a replacement for it yet. Where else would I meet my potential suitor?

I'll get back to you on that one.

It is said..

....That everybody has one good book in them.

Iv'e wanted to write a story ever since I was about 8 years old. My crazy imagination isn't what it used to be.

I have no idea where to start. I have about two characters. I need inspiration and ideas.


But how do you write a book? I need to feel it, to live and breath it. Once I get the trigger I know i'll be on my way. I just need something.

Oh and..

Life is steady.